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Monday, February 27, 2006

i treated this guy with my upmost respect. but never would i get the same due respect i'm supposed to get. wad have i done wrong? 2 people asked the same questions; me and another person. but i dun get the same answer. the other person get was a very polite answer. whereas mine's a very scastastic one. do u even know wad u've done really hurts? i'm trying not to get petty over this kind of stuffs. but ur action pisses me off too much till i cant even try not to think. ^ dun u find it wierd tt i treat u better than other guys? ^ would u dare to say u didnt know i like u? ^ dun u find it wierd tt i'm always looking at u? or ur direction? ^ or did u simply acted blur abt all this? but now, i tink i'm slowly LOSING the love i used to have for u.................... mayb now, it's jus more of a sibling kind of love? but i jus cant seemed to forget the love i used to have for u. i'm trying.. to forget u...... but seeing u every weekdays... how shld i try not to see u? or shld i jus acted blur jus like wad u did to me? yes, i tink i shld jus do tt. solve all the bloody problems. jus so pissed off with YOUR actions. but yet i wasnt really angry. isnt it ironic? *sighs-shakes head* but why is it tt u r always listening to all my problems always there for me but u didnt even know i've been there for u..... waiting to help u but never did u know i jus wanted the day at the beach can tt ever happens again? i suppose NOT. but mayb after my o, i shall asked u out one day. mayb jus go there to listen to the sea waves.... to sit there watching the clouds to see the sea and simply to talk...... mayb... if till tt day i still cant forget u i might jus do tt.